Posts tagged Love

I’ve found an amazing guy and he is mine. <3 He is respectful and kind and caring. :) Just wow. Just when I was about to give up, he surprised me. 

I hope I don’t fade in your memory
but I hope you fade in mine.
I’ve given you so many chances,
I’ve given you so much time.
At last, you had me broken down,
with no color left to show.
I thought it was the end of me,
I thought I’d lost all hope.
But eventually, there will be a victory,
and I will escape from here.
There was a price to pay,
it was living in all this fear.
But it was to make me stronger,
make me the person I am.
I will survive so much longer,
I have the willpower to withstand
all else that is thrown at me.
This burden will not define me.
I will come out of this stronger,
and you will not win. 

So my friend Dylan wrote this poem. He doesn’t have a tumblr so I’m posting it for him because I think it’s really good. 

My mind’s a labyrinth I’ve followed to the end

No matter how far I go, the world will not begin

I’m trapped with all my thoughts, they’re tearing me apart

No one can rescue me, no one can save my heart

Why would you let me go, my mind is made of glass

I’ll break my way out of here, before your memories pass

All it would take is three words that I need from you

They will let me out of here, they will let me through

I swear I will get back home, I’ll make it back to life

I will escape my fate, you’ll see it in my eyes

Now I’m lost in my mind, searching for you in my thoughts

But you’ll never say what I need to hear, those three words I’ve sought

Please don’t leave me locked in here, the light is going dim

Please don’t leave me locked in here, while you’re out there with him

I watched as you moved on, from my prison made of glass

But I couldn’t intervene, it moved just way too fast

I found the strength to lift my head and look up at you

But you were already gone, my prison term was through

Now I’m lost in my mind, searching for you in my thoughts

But you’ll never say what I need to hear, those three words I’ve sought

Please don’t leave me locked in here, the light is going dim

Please don’t leave me locked in here, while you’re out there with him

Finally free from the constraints of my own tortured mind

I saw the world I found and lost the place I’d left behind

As you walked away from me, I withdrew again

Back into my head I went, my wounds I’ll try to mend

My heart was ripped apart, but my strength has only grown

The next time I see your face, my love will have gone

Now I’m lost in my mind, searching for you in my thoughts

But you’ll never say what I need to hear, those three words I’ve sought

Please don’t leave me locked in here, the light is going dim

Please don’t leave me locked in here, while you’re out there with him

It’s like the worst addiction you can have. To be addicted to someone who is two different people. To love someone who is generally absent. To let your heart fall into the hands of the one who without a doubt will break it. 

Most people dream of being rich and fancy things, but this is what I dream of: mountain air and summer rain. I dream of days spent it the woods and nights spent driving down the road. I long for days at the beach and rough wind. I want to laugh and forget all my worries. Most importantly, I want to love and be loved unconditionally and forever by just one person. That’s all I want.