We Are The Music Makers

I really don’t think I’ve been this depressed in my entire life. I’ve been though some terrible things, had suicides in my family, been hit from family members, I’ve even left my house to live with friends because I hated it so much. But when people you trusted so much do so many things to purposefully manipulate and hurt you, friends that know the things you’ve been through. That hurts the most of all. I don’t know how I’m going to make it through the rest of the night. I want to start cutting again, in fact, I really just feel like slitting my wrists. It’s also really difficult for me to resist taking pills right now. I just don’t know what to do…